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The worst 3 days of my life just so happened to be one after another. Not to mention these 3 days happened to fall in a very terrible time frame. Someone please help me? Someone get me out of here. To make it worse i have a feeling this is just going to continue, i might be losing it. i frequently find myself with hunches about anything really. Too bad many times these hunches are true. Im appalled, shocked, a little angry. I also feel like no one really wants to help me. So i find myself dealing with things on my own, as usual.

"There are a million reasons for why this may not work... and just one good one for why it will" moneen

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I should probably be a lot happier than I am right now. I think this could be accredited to the fantastical idea of my ideal life. It's hard to not have expectations and it's worse when the expections are impossible to live up to. I apologize to anyone I have been cold to because you didn't fulfill my ridiculous expectation of perfection. It's not easy to live like nothing bothers you when the slightest missteps make you go insane. For the first time in my life I can really see my faults, and yet I still struggle to fix them. Maybe it's my demand for instant gratification and little patience, or maybe I'm just fixated on this self-destructive life I lead.

"I'm a moon that never shows it's face, I'm a mouth that doesn't smile, I'm a word that no one ever wants to say"

Why?

Because I'm JoshLee... really