Nowhere doing nothing with nobody

Haven't written a blog in a while, decided now could be a good time. Although, as of now I'm finding it hard to process my thoughts and put them into a cohesive whole. Anyways, it's been a weird few weeks. Can't put my finger on the word I would use to describe it, but I'm going to go with enlightening for lack of a better word or words to put it in. I can't help but feel like at some point I made a wrong choice and ended up in a place that, as of now, I'm really not happy in. Not really quite sure how it got this way. I'm not depressed nor am I angry with anyone, but at this point I get no real satisfaction out of anything. Also, it's weird how around certain people, people can change so much even if it is subconsciously, and specifically for me this proves to be pretty detrimental for some of the relationships I find myself in. I also am having reoccuring thoughts of embarassing situations from my past, I don't really know what's up with that, but it's beginning to become a problem.

Keep thinking to myself something good is gonna happen soon. Ready for something to change.

"Send your words past your lips, or keep them safe behind your teeth"- Brand New